“Do you catch your breath when I look at you, are you holding back like the way I do. Am I crazy or falling in love, is it real or just another crush.” This is a song of David Archuleta called Crush and it says exactly how I felt when I had a crush on someone.
I was 2nd year high school when I had this crush on a guy on our class. Originally he was my best friend’s crush and I had another crush on that class. But then I got attracted to him. Thankfully my best friend didn’t get mad at me since we almost share everything, even crushes.
I got a crush on him when he texted me for the first time and asked me if I was okay since I was sick at that time. Of course I was really happy that he texted me and we got to talk the whole day. He even called me babe and I know he was just playing around but I liked it. Then the next day turned out to be really awkward. I got shy to face him or even talk to him. Since that day, he was frequently on my mind, I liked talking about him with my best friend and I always wanted to see him.
I was actually close to that person before I had crush on him. We always talk and he always sits beside me. He’s also handsome, tall and very sweet. Maybe that is why I got a crush on him. He was the sweet-talk kind of guy and you can’t help but feel attracted to him. He’s also a good singer and when he sings, I can’t help but be mesmerized. There was even one time when I was looking out on the window when he suddenly approached me and I asked him to sing something for me. I was really smiling like an idiot back then when he started singing “All My Life” by KC and Jojo and since then whenever I hear that song, it reminds me of him.
I was always happy when I talk to him. He was also a funny person and I always laugh at his jokes. Back then I thought that maybe he also feel something for me but then I realized that he was just like that, he was just really sweet to all the girls. He was also courting a girl that time and though I have no right to get jealous, I can’t help but be jealous. Our sophomore year ended up with no talking since I think he knew that I got crush on him and I was really awkward and shy towards him.
Then comes 3rd year and I was two rooms away from him. My seat can see the people who would pass by our room. I remember I was always waiting for him to pass by our room and it would complete my day. Since he was tall it was easy to see him so every time he passed by, it just brighten up my days. I always see to it that I could see him even just once and i would really complete my day. I was contented in seeing him even from afar and when we accidentally meet on the corridor, my heart really flutters.
My most memorable time with him on 3rd year was when he was on the same bus as our class in our field trip. I was really shocked that time because I wasn’t expecting him be on the same bus as mine and he was even 3 seats away from mine. Though I was happy inside, I also got shy and I didn’t know what to do. My friends even said that I wasn’t in my real self as I was not that noisy or talkative. But that day was fun though because I got to see him the whole day.
Though I don’t have a crush on him now, I consider him as my only serious crush unlike the others where I always think “why did I have a crush on that guy?” And I’m rarely getting crush on “real people” since most of my crushes are celebrities so I think he was really special and he was not just another crush.
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